Meeting the perfect human. Your partner in crime. Finding the yin to your yang. It’s priceless. Unheard of even.
Until you find out they will be taken away from you all too soon.
Because cancer is a deadly deadly piece of shit.
“There are two types of waiting. There’s the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later—like waiting for the 6:28 train, or the school bus, or a party where a certain handsome boy might be. And then there’s the waiting for something you don’t know is coming. You don’t even know what it is exactly, but you’re hoping for it. You’re imagining it and living your life for it. That’s the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart.”—Unknown (via quotethat)
despite all of the pain
and all of the suffering
I feel like I’ve grown.
I feel as though I’m
stronger than I used
to be. And I try to hold
on to that feeling; that
I’ve been through hell and back again at least for a reason.”—m.l.b, stronger (via traced-veins)
“Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.”—
I woke up at 3am crying because I didn’t want to be back in Australia.
I don’t want to go back to my job &the only thing that is keeping me here are my pets &mother.
Half of that equation can relocate with me.
Applied for a working visa for America. Probably should of researched it a little more but when you know you know.